I remember my mother brushing my hair
out of my eyes and wiping my teardrops off
her tired hands and she called me sugarplum
and told me to remember that boys can’t break
you in half, stars burn out but the sky never
goes dark, and your chest will always be filled
with light even when it feels like you’re on fire
but last summer I was sucking on cherry
lollipops till my tongue turned red and kissing
your neck and now I’m biting my lip so hard that
I spit up blood and falling asleep in the shower
because it’s the only place you haven’t touched
I think you burned me out (via extrasad)
I hope you know that I’m not just here for the way your bones feel against mine or the way you kiss me like this is the end of the world. I’m here to wake you when you start crying in your sleep and I’m here to clean up the blood when your breathing gets shallow. I’m here to hold you back when you try to jump and I’m here to hold your hand when I can’t stop you. and I love the way you say my name and the way you look when it’s cold out. I’m here for every bit of you. Even the messy bits. and that’s how it will always be. We fell in love two years ago when we were tired and it was raining hard on both of us but I would stand out in a storm forever if it meant I got to fall asleep next to you.
(via extrasad)



stare at him for a minute and try not to smile.

✧*。⋆ teenage lolita ✧*。⋆